Sunday, July 12

Self-awareness weekend

This weekend has been badly disrupted by money issue. I was frustrated by the headache it has brought me. What a seemingly small problem which has enormous power to disturb. Thinking back on the whole issue, I come to realize that bulk of the frustration was at myself. I have failed to take a clear stand from the start. I will leave the details out as this issue has not really been settled yet.

If anything good was to come out of this episode, I think a better understanding of myself would be it. Slowly, I am learning more about myself. The good, the nice, the ugly, the ashamed, the fake, the truth & whatever I do not know about myself yet. This seems like part of the answer to my prayer sometime back.

Whatever it is, I pray for God's grace to truly accept all that He is showing me.

4 comments:

fang said...

there is still alot to learn cos we are still very young.. is good to meet treacherous people.. not to say she is.. but generally, is good to meet some not so angelic people as to brush up our life experiences..

fang said...

there is still alot to learn cos we are still very young.. is good to meet treacherous people.. not to say she is.. but generally, is good to meet some not so angelic people as to brush up our life experiences..

suatkee said...

Ya agree with jie. Is not worth getting angry or upset with those xiao ren in life. What is impt is you get over it and learn from your mistakes and not repeat it again. There will be up and downs in life so is a matter of time we will meet this type of ppl.

Benson said...

Yes, huo dao lao xue dao lao.

See u all Fri!